Monday, July 10, 2006

ahhhhhhhh!!! I TOTALLY SCREWED UP BIO PT!!! i forgot my script, then i somehow stumbled over my words, and i could feel my face turning SUPER hot!!! damn!!! ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i dunno whATS WRONG WITH ME TODay!!! bhuvan said i was okay. but then, she can't say i SUCKED right? ahhhhh! oh shit!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!
anyway, i found this forum website that allows ppl to commision art and ppl drawn it for them and EARN REAL MONEY!!! as in, these ppl are really professionals!!! and they want, like, an artist who can draw cartoons to illustrate a children's book! or somebody who can draw a border for 250 dollars each!!! and thats in freaking U.S dollars!!! or Australian!!! and they want ppl who can help in comics or some storyboard artist who can draw the rough sketch of the script for a movie!!! OMGosh!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!
and why are there so many ants on my table AGAIN???!!! i guess they're looking for the icecream that i ate earlier. STUPID ANTS. ahh, i thin they found the paper cone. DIE ANTS!!! ahhhhhhh!!!

Friday, July 07, 2006

There's something REALLYREALLY wrong with my stomach. reallyreallyreally wrong. i've been eating junk food/ nothing for the past 4 days? no breakfast, recess and lunch. its VERY freaky. and i don't feel hungry one bit. ah freak. urban hike day: 2 packets of gummy bears, 1 bottle of ice peach tea, small slice of fish, 2 tablespoons of rice. thursday: 2 chicken pies(lunch and dinner) and a bit of rice with veg. its quite weird. okay, its VERY weird. the only problem is that i feel SUPERLY tired in class, like that day of the eng and geog presentation, i was like sleeping while my group was presenting. OH SHIT. theres smth wrong with me!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i have a feeling that i can don't eat for 2 days without feeling hungry at all. maybe i should try! it would be quite cool:D but then my brain would shrink, and that wouldn't be too nice:(

where in the world is outram???is it in australia? okay, i know its in Singapore, but where?????? i thought i t was pronounced out-ram. but the actual pronounciation is ao-trium. or smth like that. and i thought clarke quay was clarke KUEH. hahaha:D OMGosh, i feel so much better after ranting about that malu incident. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! from now on, this blog shall become a place for rants and rants and more rants:D yay me!

Ah SHIT.
okay, since this blog is closed and stuff, i can rant in it anytime i want.
SHITSHITSHIT.
malu-ating!!! damn it!!! dieDIEDIE!
During learning journey week, we watched this movie thing and i was wearing this STUPID plaster on my finger and it was FREAKING dark and halfway through the F***ing movie, i put my hand(actually the finger with the plaster on it) on the seat rest AND i touched something soft. So, being the STUPID BLUR FOOL that i am, i was like, wah, the seat cloth is so SOFT! so cool! like velvet or wtv SHIT. so i was like touching it with my finger and poking it and whatever . then i touched it with my non-plastered finger and it was rough. so i was like, eh, so FREAKING WEIRD. then i touched it with my non-plastered finger again and this time i realized it was SOMEBODY'S FREAKING HAND. and i looked down, and yupp, it was xiaotung's hand! and i was like SHITSHITSHIT. OMGOSH. and i was like red and thinking what to do and it was to FUC*ing LATE to apologize and explain and BLAH. OH MY GOD.(this is not using the lord's name in vain coz its really serious and HORRIBLE) and ever FREAKIN' since, i've been like avoiding huitung and stuff. OMG.OMG.OMG. that's like the worse STUPID thing that has ever happened to me!!! WAHLAU!!!DAMNITDAMNIT. OHGOD,I'M RANTINGANDRANTING. SHIT LAH. damn. and i think hiu tung thinks i'm les. coz of that. WHICH IS HORRIBLE!!! and i'm not what. OHSHIT. OH GOD. i mean, damnit lah, okay? stupid DAMN MISUNDERSTANDING. ITS TOTALLY HORRIBLE. DAMNDAMNDAMN. SO MALU. and i can't tell her now coz it would be WEIRD AND TOTALLY RANDOM OR WHATEVER FUCKING DAMN SHIT. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT. SHITSHITSHIT. WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! OH DAMN IT, ITS SO DAMN HORRIFYING! I WILL NEVER EVER WEAR A PLASTER ON MY FINGER AGAIN. NEVER EVER. i mean, if it happened to a guy, its not as bad!!!!!!! BUT I WAS SO DAMN BLUR! DAMN IT! OMG. I WILL FOREVER LIVE WITH THIS STUPID FUCKING, MORTIFYING INCIDENT ON MY MIND. DAMN IT.
I FEEL LIKE DYING. WAHLAU.