i hate miss tan hai nee. really really hate her. she (according to me) is an insensitive, heartless, horrible woman. during pe today i told her that i had cramps and therefore, could not do PE. somehow, she started scolding me, saying that i didn't have a parents letter( how was my mum supposed to write a letter in the morning?!), could do PE AND did not bring my PE shirt. obviously i did not bring it!!! i was not doing PE! but noooo, she started yelling and shouting in my face, literally. It would have been okay if i had not tried to reply because my eyes started tearing up. eeeeeee. then i started feeling rather miserable and tears started rolling down my face and stuff and it was horrible. i didn't cry because i was scared of her or anything like that. it was because i felt it was so unfair and i started really hating her guts. so i sat down and was feeling more horrible and embarrased by the minute( for you see, the class was starting to come back from the jog). so i went to wash my face and stuff. i was really hyperventilating. so i stayed in the toilet for a while then i went back. and the HEARTLESS woman asked me to help with the equipment. i went into the room, and felt really really frustrated/irritated/ angry that i did a big baby sob and started cying again! eeeeee. laasya tried to comfort me but miss tan said 'back to your work' or smth, like nothing had gone wrong! so i went to the toilet again and started hyperventilating again,except worse. i really couldn't breathe properly and i felt really giddy. if i had died there and then, THAT woman would have to live with the guilt for the rest of her life and i would float around and make 'woooooooo' sounds. ha. i stayed in there for quite long to try to calm down my breathing. it didn't work. then i got afraid that i would die there and rot and nobody would find me until a week later and stuff, i went to the canteen then decided to go to the volleyball place. so i sat there and started to, for some reason, cry yet again. i hate HER. hateherhateherhateher. this is the first time i mean it when i say 'go and die'. really. after a long while, i started to calm down and started to work on the t-shirt design thing. but it was quite hard to draw with a runny nose and teary eyes and weak hands. I HATE HER. she totally ruined my morning. and like everybody didn't know why i was cying so they would have probably thought i was either a) babyish, b) attention-seeking or c) ultra-sensitive. i'm not any one of those because i have not cried since primary one. people are supposed to mature and stuff as they get older but i think i'm de-maturing. or maybe its just that evil woman. you would think she picked on me on purpose. oh yes, in cow and chicken(a show on cartoon network), hiney means butt. (this is not slander, i'm just stating facts.ha.) the good thing was that i passed chinese! i was expecting to fail and start crying all over again. thank goodness i didn't.
goals:
continue hating HER. without hyperventilating.
continue passing chinese with good grades
continue thinking of a t-shirt design.
posted by magdelene @ 1:21 AM
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